December 2008
“the new year” -deathcab for cutie.
...
“It was like God smacking me upside the head and saying (in the kindest way...”
– nena [oh gosh.]
you are my sunshine.
The other night dear, as I lay sleeping I dreamed I held you in my arms But when I awoke, dear, I was mistaken So I hung my head and I cried.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine You make me happy when skies are gray You’ll never know dear, how much I love you Please don’t take my sunshine away
I’ll always love you and make you happy, If you will only say the same. But...
confessions.
i change my hair color because i like the attention. i still listen to the backstreet boys, nsync, and britney spears. i will never completely forget about you. i always give my friends advice on what i wish i could do, and not what i actually do. i say “don’t go searching for love, God will provide somebody for you if you’re patient and you just live your daily life.” but...
i want the moon.
George Bailey: What is it you want, Mary? What do you want? You want the moon? Just say the word and I'll throw a lasso around it and pull it down. Hey. That's a pretty good idea. I'll give you the moon, Mary.
Mary: I'll take it. Then what?
George Bailey: Well, then you can swallow it, and it'll all dissolve, see... and the moonbeams would shoot out of your fingers and your toes and the ends of your hair... am I talking too much?
twas the night before christmas...
and i met this man named john. he’s greek, and he’s from jersey. typical greek agressive man… very very successful, and very very businesslike 24/7.
he disciplined my dad when he was a teenager, because my grandpa died when my dad was 12. so, he was extremely strict on my dad when my dad used to work in his warehouse back in the day.
anyways… we were all standing around...
forgiveness.
Ron Franz: I'm going to miss you when you go.
Christopher McCandless: I will miss you too, but you are wrong if you think that the joy of life comes principally from the joy of human relationships. God's place is all around us, it is in everything and in anything we can experience. People just need to change the way they look at things.
Ron Franz: Yeah. I am going to take stock of that. You know I am. I want to tell you something. From bits and pieces of what you have told me about your family, your mother and your dad... And I know you have problems with the church too... But there is some kind of bigger thing that we can all appreciate and it sounds to me you don't mind calling it God. But when you forgive, you love. And when you love, God's light shines through you.
“it’s not enough to say that i miss you.”
– the veronicas.
“save your scissors” -city and...
“comin home” -city and colour
this...
so i was...
dreading coming back home for some personal reasons.
but i actually ended up having a lot of fun tonight in the land of pleasant mount. people where actually nice. and the people i didn’t want to talk to… got the hint and left me alone. thank God, i think.
we’ll see how long this niceness lasts.
till then, i’ll stick with my real friends to have some fun.
ugly...
molli!
you are so silly and you make me smile :]
zombies!
Michael Scott: "Meredith, what would we do if you came into work tomorrow, and you were dead? Huh?"
Dwight Schrute: "I would stab her in the brain with a wooden stick."
hahaha.
Dwight Schrute: [pushing Michael's face into the wet cement] "Force it in as deep as you can."
Michael Scott: [muffled] "That's what she said."
“oh praise Him” -sleeping giant
nothing.
thats what i did today.
nothing.
i went to church and chili’s with kayla, that’s it.
although… i just found some super awesome things to add to my non-existent christmas list for my mom to get me.
i found a package of 28 lens filters. anddddddd a fisheye lens :D :D :D which i want SO BAD.
so yeah… thats my day in a nutshell. woo.
tomorrow will be filled with more...
saw them friday night.
soo glad i did.
mmm.
its saturday. i’m in dallas with my mom bout to go do some exploring and maybe some christmas shopping. i think we’re going to go see king tut :] and hopefully check out DBU.
i went to see snow patrol and death cab for cutie last night at the nokia center. man. it was so nice. death cab was wonderful, and i’m SO glad i finally got to see them.
so on my way back to the...
“Great Counselor, take what’s left of me.”
– Oh, Sleeper
back to where we started. loosing who we were.
“everybody knows that you break your neck to keep your chin up.”
sometimes i feel like i’m just trying to survive… just trying to get by and make it to the next chapter.
but what is the next chapeter? i have no idea. i’m always trying to live for the next thing in my life. i need to start living in the NOW and doing the best i can for today. not for tomorrow.
...
“if you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it. don’t be mad once you...”
– beyonce knowles
bears. beets. battlestar galactica.
Jim Halpert: Question. What kind of bear is best?
Dwight Schrute: That's a ridiculous question.
Jim Halpert: False. Black bear.
Dwight Schrute: That's debatable. There are basically two schools of thought--
Jim Halpert: Fact. Bears eat beets. Bears. Beets. Battlestar Galactica.
Dwight Schrute: Bears do not... What is going on?! What are you doing?!
“the best of you and me” -number one...
